urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death2me ~~ death2me 2004-03-05T03:26:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death2me:1258 2004-03-05T03:26:45Z 2004-03-05T03:26:45Z I was in my room minding my own business listening to slipknot like I always do when my mom came in and told me to turn my music down. I wrote this poem in my fury:<br /><br />mother of the beast<br />i slept<br />in your accursed<br />womb torment<br />torment<br />torment<br />pain<br />fuck you<br />fuck<br />torment pain<br />torment<br />why must you torture<br />me<br />i will have<br />fuck you<br />my revenge<br />the darkness in<br />me will be<br />released<br />i hate you<br />fuck you all<br />fuckers urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death2me:879 2004-01-22T14:21:00Z 2004-01-22T14:21:00Z so i am done i sat down in my room curled up in the corner and decided to write this one from my heart it describes my pain loss and sorrow in this world<br /><br />the world is black...<br />black like my heart...<br />no one knows...<br />the inner me...<br />the true me...<br />why cant they just...<br />figure me out...<br />why am i stuck...<br />in this hell hole...<br />i could just ...<br />end it right now...<br />end it tomorow...<br />end it all...<br /><br /><br />.......from my black heart urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death2me:735 2004-01-22T05:09:13Z 2004-01-22T05:09:13Z i have heard many people and my friends tell me this is wrong decision and i guess it can wait i need to finish my last poem i will post it tomorow urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death2me:320 2004-01-22T04:59:27Z 2004-01-22T04:59:27Z hi i am going to probably kill myself but i would like to put my suicide note here